Tuesday, December 27, 2011

The Real World

I had this terrible feeling in the pit of my stomach right as I was packing to leave my in-laws to spend the rest of the week with my family...I have to go back to the real world this week. I have to leave the absolute bliss of being with family, constantly eating, and vegging out soon and I am deathly afraid of doing so.

I'm afraid for many reasons. It's my last semester of grad school. I'm stepping into something entirely new. Austin and I keep trying to plan our future when we're really not sure what lies ahead. All of these thoughts quickly flooded my mind and then I remembered what I said in my last blog. I just need to soak in every moment to its fullest. It made no sense for me to lose it at that point. I'll come back to reality soon enough, but for now, I'm going to do my best to enjoy this time with my family.

Anyhow, I feel like a brat because most people are already back in their workplaces, but here I am complaining about having a few more days with family. I know, I'm ungrateful. Seriously though, I'm hoping to make of the most of these next few days before big changes hit.

Hope everyone else out there is doing well.

Ani "I hate the Real World (on MTV)" B.

{Dress: Target [Converse] ($6.50), Jeggings: Target [Xhiliration]($12.00), Shoes: Roxy (Gift?), Cardigan: Plato's Closet [Faded Glory] ($8.00), Belt: Thrifted ($1.99)}

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